*Taken from Taylor

1. Honestly, how many people have you kissed?
Uh. Probably somewhere between 20-40 people.

2.Honestly, what color is your underwear?
At the moment? Invisible.

3.Honestly, what's on your mind?
My cat is snoring.

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Doing this and laundry. Woot.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
Sometimes.

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
Today? ima good girl today.

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Not yet, but i might.

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Nope.

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Being home. Darrin. fish. my cats. my family.

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Yep.

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
Yep.

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Probably?

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell?
A month ago, maybe?

14. Honestly, are you loyal?
To the core.

15.Honestly, are you in denial?
Yes?

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
In bed.

17. Honestly, do you like someone?
i like you. =)

18. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
i dunno. *heh*

19.Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you?
Darrin: *half-asleep* Yeah, i'll be up.

20. Honestly, what did you say to them?
me: Honey, you should come to bed.

21. Gone out of your way to make a new friend?
a few times.

22.Honestly, do you kiss and tell?
Yes!

.:DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY:.

*Anger Section*

23. What do you do when you're mad?
i think.

24. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
Cheated on someone.

25. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Probably.

26. Do you swear when you're mad?
i swear all the time - non-discrimatorially.

*Crying Section*

27. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
i can't remember.

28. Cried yourself to sleep?
......

29. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
Yes. =(

30. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes.

31. What usually makes you cry?
Confrontation.

*Happy Section*

32. Are you normally a happy person?
i think so?

33. What can make you happy?
See #9. And don't make me repeat myself. :P

34. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Sometimes.

*Self-Esteem Section*

35. Do you believe in yourself?
Mostly?

36.When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
i am working on simply saying "thank you" and then graciously changing the subject. =)

From Submissive Journal Prompts:

“There are no mistakes. The events we bring upon ourselves, no matter how unpleasant, are necessary in order to learn what we need to learn; whatever steps we take, they’re necessary to reach the places we’ve chosen to go.” -Richard Bach

Sometimes people ask me if i have regrets. Do i regret my insanity? Do i regret the utter loss of self? Do i regret my relationship with food? Do i regret the heart-breaking experiences within relationships?

Nope. Yeah - sometimes i yell and scream and hatehatehateHATE them. But no regrets. Regrets would leave me stagnant. i'm all about movin' on up.

And now, it's time for Birthday Resolutions:

1. i will loose and keep off at least 20 pounds. i did it last year, i can do it again. Dammit.

2. Darrin got me a nifty digital camera and printer, so i am going to take more pictures. And yes, fish - you can take more of me too.

3. While Darrin was on vacation, he one day decided that the house was TOO CLUTTERED. Rampage ensued. Now, 5 days later, we have all but one corner of the downstairs, our bedroom and half of my room done. It's nice to keep up with a clean house - to have dishes done and the dining room cleared away. So, the goal is to keep up on domesticities.