Saturday, January 27, 2007

Foods eaten: 1 scrambled egg, 1 8oz serving of juice, one salad consisting of lettuce, cauliflower, sunflower seeds, and ranch dressing, plus 2 1/2 cup servings of cottage cheese and 3 "mini" pickles.

Total caloric intake: 478

Exercise: 30 minutes on stationary bike, shopping

Calories burned: 970

Current weight: 268

8:45pm

my wife is here. =) Last night we had a long, emotional talk about the things i've been going through. She did the most amazing thing, though...

She told me to take my clothes off and lay on my stomach on the bed. And she leaned over me and whispered in my ear, "Tonight, you are my Holy Temple." (She is pagan) She proceeded to kiss every single inch of my body, from each fingertip down to each toe. i got a little uncomfortable, because she was...well, she was worshipping me and i could feel it and i didn't...think i was worth it. But...at the same time, i couldn't argue that SHE felt i was worth it, so...i relaxed. Her lips were the softest, warmest things i've ever felt against my skin. No one has ever kissed the back of my knees before. *chuckles* i got a kick out of that.

i may write more when i've had a little time to process it.

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